If you once loved someone but pushed him/her away because you did not love yourself enough. If you can feel the gravity dragging and crushing you, and yet you grow well-trained to ignore that, or not.
“…So detached from myself and so present in the world.企圖劃分出自己的世界企圖沉睡于過往的流沙企圖觸摸并雕飾他人企圖不期而遇的未來可是往往我們與外界無生命的顏色混沌一體 被身后的陰影籠罩窒息接近他人卻又過失傷害永世沉淪在碌碌的幻覺里欲圖淡漠割裂結果支離破碎